Surat Cinta modern^^

Kepada Yth.
Sdri. Ine
di Jakarta

Hal : Penawaran Kesepakatan

Dengan Hormat,

Saya sangat gembira memberitahukan Anda bahwa saya telah jatuh cinta kepada anda terhitung tanggal 1 Januari lalu. Berdasarkan rapat keluarga kami tanggal 7 Januari lalu pukul 19.00 WIB, saya berketetapan hati untuk menawarkan diri sebagai kekasih anda yang prospektif.

Hubungan cinta kita akan menjalin masa percobaan minimal 3 bulan sebelum memasuki tahap permanen. Tentu saja, setelah masa percobaan usai, akan diadakan terlebih dahulu on the job training secara intensif dan berkelanjutan. Dan kemudian, setiap tiga bulan selanjutnya akan diadakan juga evaluasi performa kerja yang bisa menuju pada pemberian kenaikan status dari kekasih menjadi pasangan hidup.

Biaya yang dikeluarkan untuk kerumah makan dan shooping akan dibagi dua (2) sama rata antara kedua belah pihak. Selanjutnya didasarkan pada performa dan kinerja Anda, tidak tertutup kemungkinan bahwa saya akan menanggung bagian yang lebih besar dari pengeluaran total. Akan tetapi, saya cukup bijaksana dan mampu menilai, jumlah dan bentuk pengeluaran yang Anda keluarkan nantinya.

Saya dengan segala kerendahan hati meminta anda untuk menjawab penawaran ini dalam waktu 30 hari terhitung tanggal penerimaan surat. Lewat dari tanggal tersebut, penawaran ini akan dibatalkan tanpa pemberitahuan lebih lanjut, dan tentu saja saya akan beralih dan mempertimbangkan kandidat lain.

Saya akan sangat berterimah kasih apabila Anda berkenan untuk meneruskan surat ini kepada adik perempuan, sepupu, bahkan teman dekat anda, apabila Anda menolak penawaran ini.

Demikian penawaran yang dapat saya ajukan dan sebelumnya terima kasih atas perhatiannya.

Jakarta, 27 Oktober 2005.

Hormat saya,
Pengusaha Prospektif

Hikari - utada hikaru

Donna toki datte
Tada hitori de
Unmei wasurete
Ikite kita no ni
Totsuzen no hikari no naka me ga sameru
Mayonaka ni

Shizuka ni deguchi ni tatte
Kurayami ni hikari o ute

Imadoki yakusoku nante fuan ni saseru dake kana
Negai o kuchi ni shitai dake sa
Kazoku ni mo shoukai suru yo
Kitto umaku iku yo

Donna toki datte
Zutto futari de
Donna toki datte
Soba ni iru kara
Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi o mitsukeru
Mayonaka ni

Urusai (When you turn my way) toori ni haitte
Unmei (Take it all the way) no kamen o tore

Sakiyomi no shisugi nante imi no nai koto wa yamete
Kyou wa oishii mono o tabeyou yo
Mirai wa zutto saki da yo
Boku ni mo wakaranai

Kansei sasenaide
Motto yokushite
WAN SHIIN zutsu totte
Ikeba ii kara
Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi no SHINARIO
Utsushidasu

Motto hanasou yo
Mokuzen no ashita no koto mo
TEREBI keshite
Watashi no koto dake o miteite yo

Donna ni yokuttatte
Shinji kirenai ne
Sonna toki datte
Soba ni iru kara
Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi o mitsukeru
Mayonaka ni

Motto hanasou yo
Mokuzen no ashita no koto mo
TEREBI keshite
Watashi no koto dake o miteite yo


English trans

No matter what the time
I`m just alone
Destiny forgotten,
Even though I kept going.
Inside of the sudden light I awaken
In the middle of the night

Quietly,
Stand in the exit way,
And, in the pitch-black, take the light

And about the recent promises,
Is it just that I`m so anxious?
A wish that`s wanting to be said, but shall be repressed
I`ll introduce my family,
You`ll surely get along well

No matter what the time
We'll always be together
No matter what the time
Because you`re by my side
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night

Enter a noisy street
And put on the mask of destiny.

Thinking too much about the future.
Stopping things that have no meaning.
Today I`ll eat delicious things.
The future is always before us,
Even I don`t know it.

It`s not necessary to go right to the end,
Just keep going.
It`s okay if the scenes
Go on one by one.
The light known as "you"
reflects my scenario

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

No matter how well we`re doing,
I don`t believe in us completely.
But at those sort of times,
Because you`re by my side,
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night.

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

Empty Space.....(my heart...)

When I was alone,
In the middle of nowhere,
feel so lonely, feel so alone...

though I wasn't alone,
in the middle of the road,
this feeling just killing me, rotten spreading.....

What is this feeling?
Feel like nothing,
it's consuming through the deepest part of me...

Dark, so dark....
Cold, so cold.....
Till I realize, my heart, something is missing
inside...

It's what makes me corrupted,
It's what makes me consumed, bit by bit...
what's missing anyway? I still searching and
searching....

till I realize....not what is missing....
But who.....yeah, I really need someone which
irepraceable....
someone special, that could fit there just right...

Empower me with your warmth...
Raise me up with your spirit...
tell me I'm living just with your smile...

Still searching my missing part...
Is that you? she ni ma? anata ka? apakah itu
kamu?
don't know yet, but felt so close, so warmth....

tis gave me new energy to searching through...
quench me, I'm thirsty.....
thirst for love, this feeling is burning me....

I'll scream, I'll jump, I'll run, coz I still alive!!!

Eliminated the impossible......
Thinking bout it too much, it's a simple phrase, but feel like, I could feel the power within....

Eliminated the impossible....
How 2? it's a hard thing to eliminate the impossible...but, come to think about it again...
It's telling me, nothing is impossible, if you can eliminate the impossible, then everything is possible isn't it?
What we need is, the eyes to differ which is possible, and which is impossible....

There's no such thing as easy as 123, or even abc...
But remember, if we didn't learnt abc in the first, we'll never learn how to read, to to write, how to make something...
So, never underestimate something that easy...
From easy thing, we learned how to advance to the next level!

from thing that are look easy to differ, we will learned something that harder to differ, harder to eliminate!!!

Whatever remains, however improbable, MUST BE THE TRUTH!!!

If we could eliminate the one that Truly impossible!!!

Never give up, but know when to stop and take a breathe is important too!

*OUCHHH* been talking to myself a lot lately....

Gotta go...got a test tommorow, wish me luck okay?

Holmes Say

When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth.

2day is a really tire tire dayz....

Well, in short, wake up at 8.45, there's a sms from my friends, it's said that, we'll played badminton at about 9 (WHAT!!!), reply it, get prepared A.S.A.P, finished at 9.10, still a little sleepy *YAWN*. My friend called, he's downstair, okay, gtg mom, gtg dad, gtg bros.

about 10.20 we arrived at the badminton field, my phone rang suddenly, it's from LEO (not my couz), asking where we are, in short, he said that he'll come A.S.A.P (I think he just woke up, coz we 'do' have called him before). Well, played for a while, phew, I got an appointment at 1.00, it's can't be made at this rate, coincidenly, there's a sms from my friend (william), confirmed about our appointment, trying to resettle the appointment, it's re-set 2 2.00PM, great, now I can play with light-hearted, Leo is come, with his new X-trail, that's a good car, but all alone? it's a waste at a times like this (u know what I meant....), whatever, he could, then why not? we played for a while, left the field at 12.30 PM, got a missed call from 0811 915 811 (this time is my couz leo, never store his number at my phone though^^), called back, appointed to karaoke at bout 3.00PM, got home at 1.20, gotta take a bath and take a lunch A.S.A.P, move at 1.40, arrive to CL at 2.05, well, not much, searching 4 my friend, "there they are". we speak blablabla, oow.....it's 3.30 already, gotta go, my couz is waiting.

arrive at appartment at 4.10, at his home at 4.13, Oow, he's asleep, with nobody else home, knocking for his door for a while, didn't work, called him, didn't work.....what a piggy he is :p. go to 15th floor, my aunt's house, played with my couz NICO while trying to called for LEO again. till 5.15PM didn't work, my aunt and my coz gotta go, then I go back 2 leo's house, there's his father and Iyem (housemaid), called 4 an entrance, bla3, in short, nothing special.

Headed for home, to-do C didn't work out, coz leo wake up at about 6.00PM!

Yesterday, there's a little thing makes me happy, that I'm not my day before yesterday. Well, I got a friend, we ate 4 a while, playing games, and then there's my other friends (two) who cames, didn't like them so much though, but whatever, it's okay. we chit a chat 4 a while, then the two are leaving, they said that they want to search for a DVD rental, without guarantee as a term....didn't think they'll find it, especially when it's xxx grade...what a spirit......didn't watch one for a while, too busy 4 that...still got a lot friends to care with, a sis to chat with, a family 2 take care, job 2 maintain and college 2 attend...didn't really think bout that thing...am I normal? don't know...but at least I know, I still attracted 2 the opposite, just that I didn't want 2 show them^^.

Well, back 2 the earth, I then go with my friend chairil to search for something for lunch, after a lot of thinking, we decided 2 eat a lapchoi at seni budaya raya, chairil said that it's the best, sorry friend, it's not, I prefer dutamas's lapchoi to jelambar's lapchoi. but it's sure feel great, coz I have you to chit a chat with, it's more precious than the food itself. We chit a chat about new hair growth, about his saloon, about the chemistry, about information era, about what should be done by gov that they didn't do, well I think it's better to supply a fuel for the public transportation, than gave each of the poor fam Rp.100k per month 4 3 month, that'll be use to buy a gasoline and kerosine...whatever, they got their own way maybe...just watch en see.

After that, we biking around dutamas, playing billiard 4 a while, after that, at about 6, send my friend to the 2nd gate of dutamas, ciaow friend, c ya next week.

at night, accompany my mom going to cibubur. when I came home, I decided to go to billiard, doing some counting (it's about 9.15 back then), stocking, playing billiard for 1 time and then head back home, playing xbox, it's burnout : takedown, a great game, trying to earn gold in every tracks, but got stuck in one track, well, time pass quickly, it's 2.00 AM already, well, go to sleep...

that's it yesterday. about 2 day? maybe I'll go playing tennis at 02.00 PM, my friends has already invited me. bout 2 day I'll update later.

EOF (end of files).

Been thinkin

Bout my life...
Everything come and go so quick...
everything just makes me spinning and spinning around...

Yesterday, I still got my couz kelty and my auntie Ira + my bro Leo chit a chat with me, almost everyday...
2day...not even once...it's been a while since last time we have a chat...

dunno bout Ira, her MSN just said she's busy...and she's rarely available...
bout kelty, perhaps she's still in singapore...
bout my bro? dunno, he's really one dumb crazy ass (oops, my words...sorry2), but sure, he's a really really busy man...dunno what he's doing...last time seing him was on thursday...

I got an sms from an old friends, called irene...it's been a long time, but so sorry, I'm not in the right mood, everything just seem so boring....>.<. just speaks what I need 2, can't really made a chill chat...

What's wrong with me? are time taken away from me? I feel it passing me so fast...I just thinking, I'm waking at 3.00AM 2day...so, why still my times goes, without anything really good?

Got a friends visit me at 1.00PM, played for a while, have a lunch, chit a chat...played pool, hearing bout some MLM prospect...REVEL GLOBAL...don't really interesting in it...just felt like it's just not my thing...this isn't my way... sorry pal...

Well, even playing computer as I usually do, just bring me more deep into this feeling...the feel like nothing good at all, boring boring and numbness....it's posses me, it's controlling me, it's haunted me...what's the matter with me???

Hopes after sleep...I'll be better tommorow...