Been thinkin

Bout my life...
Everything come and go so quick...
everything just makes me spinning and spinning around...

Yesterday, I still got my couz kelty and my auntie Ira + my bro Leo chit a chat with me, almost everyday...
2day...not even once...it's been a while since last time we have a chat...

dunno bout Ira, her MSN just said she's busy...and she's rarely available...
bout kelty, perhaps she's still in singapore...
bout my bro? dunno, he's really one dumb crazy ass (oops, my words...sorry2), but sure, he's a really really busy man...dunno what he's doing...last time seing him was on thursday...

I got an sms from an old friends, called irene...it's been a long time, but so sorry, I'm not in the right mood, everything just seem so boring....>.<. just speaks what I need 2, can't really made a chill chat...

What's wrong with me? are time taken away from me? I feel it passing me so fast...I just thinking, I'm waking at 3.00AM 2day...so, why still my times goes, without anything really good?

Got a friends visit me at 1.00PM, played for a while, have a lunch, chit a chat...played pool, hearing bout some MLM prospect...REVEL GLOBAL...don't really interesting in it...just felt like it's just not my thing...this isn't my way... sorry pal...

Well, even playing computer as I usually do, just bring me more deep into this feeling...the feel like nothing good at all, boring boring and numbness....it's posses me, it's controlling me, it's haunted me...what's the matter with me???

Hopes after sleep...I'll be better tommorow...