After a lot of reading here and reading there...

I was drowning in what a mistery a girl can be...Just from a january 2005 to august 2005, I found a lot of precious information I won't get anywhere else...Deeper than the sea, larger than the life itself.

It makes me down, it makes me cry, it makes me think a lot...
It makes me happy, it makes me glad, it makes me think cleary now...
I found out something...I'm in love...with her...
but I found out too, that she's just simply too far too reach...

I didn't know the reason for why, I'm crying...the tears just won't stop coming down.
maybe it's because I know, I'm nothing for her...
It's okay, let the tears flowed down my eyes, let it be...
and when the rain comes down, It'll wash away all my tears...I hope

and now, I'm okay right here...
I would be alright...
I knew from the beginning, there's a prize 2 pay for loving someone...
to love someone meant you're ready between you're been love, or not...

It's hard 2 reach, harder than anything...
but no, I would cry no more...
I would stand up, trying to reach for you...
even though it'll be nothing in the end...

When I tried to reach you,
And I know somehow, you'll look back, smile 2 me just once...
and then, all my hard works are nothing...
and that, I must kept that smile 4ever...

So, even though I'm not the one who could gave you this smile...
I want you to be smiling everyday...even though it wasn't for me...
I wanna be the angel in the fairytales that you love,
raise up my hands, turn into wings, to protect you...

To kept you smile everyday...
to kept you happy everyday...
to kept you from danger...
it's what, I was here for...

Always,

K3v's