I use to though that,
by giving your life to someone whole fully,
they'll cherish it...and gonna touched by it....

But after that 'incident' I don't think so....
You just simply can't melted an iceberg, and in the end you'll simply frozen by it...
Your heart will ended in deep water on the north pole...

But...after I've found my light...
I know that...I shouldn't go for the iceberg from the 1st times....
Iceberg looks strong but it got a weakness...
It's afraid of warmness....

Now I do believe...that I...
from the darkness....
Should cherish light more than I should cherish the iceberg,

light is so glitter, full of life...and I wouldn't never let it disappear...
'coz light is the only one that'll guide me out through this darkness...

I'll put my life into this...
I'm sicken by the darkness,
and cursed the days I've fall into the darkness...
I'll be a better me....damned the darkness...

In the end...
I only asked for light to never leave my side....
for I, that'll died in the darkness without it....
'coz I'm not felt like to be in it anymore...
and even in the darkness, I didn't belong anymore.......

I'm a new born man...
that's been brought from the darkness..
into a new being.....
That breathe the lite of the light....

4 eternity, 4 the rest of my life....

Everyone is Number 1
Andy Lau

Wo de lu bu se Ni de lu
Wo de khu bu se Ni de Khu
mei ge ren dou you qian zai di neng li
ba yi qie qu zheng fu

Wo de lei bu se ni de lei
wo de tong bu se ni de tong
yi yang di tian kong bu ting di guang rong
you yi yang di gan dong

bu xu yao chang zi yuan zi ai di huang kong
zhi xu yao chen zhu... zhi yao xiang qian chong
gao su zi ji tian sheng wo cai bi you yong

Everyone is number 1
zhi yao ni... fan shi bu wen neng bu neng
yong yi kou qi... jiao huan ni yi sheng
yao ying jie wei lai... bu bi deng

Everyone is number 1
cheng zuo shen rong zai ni ken bu ken
liu zui re di han yong zui zhen di xin
di yi ming shu yu mei... ge ren

wo di shou bu shi ni di shou
wo di khou bu shi ni di khou
zhi yao yi tiao xin... kuang feng he bao yu
dou bian cheng hao peng you

bu ... hai pa lu shang you duo leng
zhi dao huan you yi dian yu wen... wo ye hui...
nu li kuang ben ...

Everyone is Number one (English Translated)

My way is not your way
My plight is not your plight
Everyone has the potential and capacity
Achieve and to conquer everything.

My tears is not your tears
My pain is not your pain
Like the glorious sky, incessantly honor and glory
Have the same moving

No need to worry about your disability
Just needed to calm and steady so could move ahead
Told to my own self, I have to be useful

**
Everyone is No. 1
As long as you never care about can or can't
Exchange your life with one breath
No need to wait to see the future

Everyone is No. 1
Achieving success, do you in or not?
With your true burning sweat and full heart...
The first belongs to everyone

My hand is not your hand
My mouth is not your mouth
As long as being one mind,
Wind and rainstorms have become good friends

No need to worry about your disability
Just needed to calm and steady so could move ahead
Told to my own self, I have to be useful

Everyone is No. 1
As long as you never care about can or can't
Exchange your life with one breath
No need to wait to see the future

Everyone is No. 1
Achieving success, do you in or not?
With your true burning sweat and full hearted...
The first belongs to everyone

No need to afraid, however cold is the journey…
Consider there is warm furthermore... I just can...
Strive and keep running...

Tonight at this very lonely night...

Been thinking about this and that...

Just can't sleep...Thinking 'bout an answer...

For tomorrow to come, what will it be...

16 Hours countdown toward faith...

Will it be me 4 u 4ever....

Or will it be never ever....?

Now I have my life in your hands...

I can put all my life for you...

I can fight in the front line, bathed in blood...

even though where I was born is unchangeable...

I'll try the best to convince 'em...that this is me...And I'm different then all the others...

But I need a queen for me to serve,

a country for me to fight for,

and a place for me to shade my tears and bloods....

I can't die in the middle of nowhere can't I?

I'm just me...

I can't said I'm wonderful or something...

But I believe at least I'm better than them...so called "outsider"...

Or...@ least we could try?

coz,

It's the heart afraid of breaking

That never learns to dance

It's the dream, afraid of waking

That never takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken

Who can not seem to give

And the soul afraid of dying

That never learns to live...

Would you plz be my rose?

For I a thorn that without you I'm nothing..

And by you I'll protect you..

Stay on your side...

4ever...

4 rose and thorn are...

eternity.....

In the middle of the night,
a stupid one in front of a computer,
thinking 'bout how stupid he use to be,
Thinking bout someone who seems out of reach....

In the middle of this late late night,
he still stay in front of the computer,
thinking bout the feeling he have,
which he never able to understand....

in the middle of this nocturnal,
the man thinking about her,
about the girl he like and the day they met each other,
but he was stupid, coz' he never even say a word in front of her....

a thousand feeling floating inside this heart,
a million doubt cease to killed this feeling,
hesitation has destroyed it all,
chance flew away as time goes by....

No chance will be brought back,
for what have happen and what have been done,
regret come last, washing all hopes,
If only chance will come once more...

A words would be told as this,
I love you,
I want to be with you,
and I hope that you would want me too....

And if there's a limit for this love,
it would be as long as this life live,
and even thought you loves me not, it's OK,
I'll love to see you in your happiness....

Even thought heart will break,
even thought soul be wounded....
My wounds will heal as ray of light passed by through you...
Because you're my stars, you're my sun, which guide pass through darkness...

Regret comes last,
regret last comes,
now let mercy come, and wash away,
what I've done....

I will cherish you,
eternally in my memories,
cause I just know that,
I'm not the one for you....


maybe 4eva,



K3vs William You Wei....

To someone who perhaps will never know......

Tiga Enam Lima,
hari demi hari,
kulalui bersamamu,
Kau yang s'lalu dampingi hati....

Namun, laut tak s'lalu tenang,
Kan ada badai menerpa,
oh dalam lima dua...tujuh,
mungkinkah s'lalu tenang?

Aku yang lemah diterjang ombak,
meninggalkan dirimu di ujung lima,
kucoba mencari oh labuhan lainnya,
namun hatiku t'lah tertambat padamu,

ketika kukembali padamu,
ternyata kau bukanlah milikku....lagi....
Parasmu yang ayu nan sayu,
Gambarkan derasnya badai yang pernah kau lalui.....

Kini kau 'kan digapai,
oleh dirinya, pelaut sejati,
tinggalkan aku di galau sepi,
Penyesalan datang di ujung kini.....

Pernah kumiliki cinta sejati dalam hidupku,
Namun aku tak menghargainya,
ketika ia pergi baru kusadari,
betapa perluku 'kan dirinya.....

Jika dapat ku bertemu dengannya kembali,
hanya tiga kata kan terucap,
dan jika ada batas untuk cinta ini,
kuharap........selamanya......

Aku yang kini hanya berharap,
kebahagiaan padamu, jadilah untukku......
suatu kebahagiaan, tanpa diriku,
jika itu dapat membahagiakanmu,

selamanya......

Pukul empat....

Lonceng berdetak, empat kali...
Hati berdegup, tak henti-henti...
Pikirkan kau oh, otak berputar...
Nun jauh di sana, diriku tak terlontar...

Aku ingin tahu, isi hatimu...
adakah rasa itu, oh padaku...
Tanda-tanda tak terbaca...
Eka, Dwi, Tri, Catur ataupun Panca...

Jiwa hancur ditelan gelapnya sepi....
Hati hancur hidup tanpa kau berdiri di sisi...
Aku yang dahulu bermain hati...
Kenapa kini oh ku sadari...

Rasa ini tak 'kan pergi...
Selalu ingat sang bidadari...
Yang datang dan pergi sesuka hati...
tinggal galau padaku dalam hati....

Ingin kuteriak, dan berlari sekuat kaki...
Inging kumenjerit, teriakkan isi kalbu...
Namun kau tetap jauh, tak dapat kuraih...
Tersisa hanyalah awan nan kelabu...

Sang bidadari terbang pergi...
Pergi jauh meninggalkan bumi...
Meninggalkan bumi meninggalkan hati...
Meninggalkan hati yang rindukan s'lalu...sang bidadari...

Terbang tinggi nun jauh di langit...
Biarkan ku sendiri, sekali lagi....

Benci tapi cinta?

Hmm....itulah yang terjadi kalau perasaan suka dipake...ga ada ukuran yang pasti atas segalanya itu.....

Sebenarnya...kita ga bisa untuk benci tapi cinta...pilihannya kan hanya : Benci, Cinta ga ada benci tapi cinta....

I mean, yah, sesuai logikanya aja...seberapa bencikah kamu kepada dia? Apakah masih bisa ditolerir atau tidak? en seberapa cintakah kamu kepadanya, yang mana yang lebih berarti bagi kamu?

Walaupun, kalau untuk aku sih, casenya lebih seperti, stay or go away....Karena, ga baik memendam kebencian :D. Itu hanya bikin kita sendiri susah....Ga enak benci orang...biarlah, kita ga usah stay lagi sama dia....en juga ga usah pake benci2 dia....just let it flow aja....seperti dia bukanlah siapa2 lagi...karena kalau anda benci...justru dia tetap menjadi "siapa2" anda....(dalam hal ini, orang yang anda benci :D).

Klo lagi pusing, boleh juga sih nyamperin ke

http://www.kaskus.us/forumdisplay.php?f=10

di situ banyak teman2 untuk berbagi, tanpa perlu kita kenal satu sama lain :D. Just like talking to a diary, but with a feedback, coba deh :D.

Never be a hopeless one...Because, without a hopes...that's the end of life....:D.

Tak ada masalah yang tak bisa dipecahkan....hanya berbeda gampang atau susahnya saja :D.

(dah akh, gw dah konsultan aja neh :p).

Cerita kepada diri sendiri...

That's life....

Kesempurnaan sesungguhnya dari hidup yang sempurna adalah tidak adanya kesempurnaan dalam hidup.....

Kalau seseorang lom pernah ngerasain sedih, senang, bahagia, takut, dan lain-lain dalam hidupnya...dapat dikatakan, hidupnya ga sempurna :D.

Jadi well, jalani saja semua itu...dalam setiap kesusahan pasti ada kesenangan yang akan menunggu, yang penting optimistis dan think positively (tapi jangan terlalu polos, tar ketemu tukang tepu pula :p).

Dalam setiap kegagalan, kita bisa belajar, apa yang menyebabkan kita gagal, dan apa yang harus kita lakukan untuk mengurangi kegagalan :D.

Seperti gw, yang terang2an sempat gagal waktu kul....*gw pernah sakit...gw dulu ga pernah ambil SP...Dulu awal2 sempat males2an....akibatnya? Well, untuk lulus gw masih butuh sekitar 1 tahun lagi.......di mana, rata2 teman2 gw pada dah luluz...

Gw tau, gw dah ga bisa memulai......tapi gw tahu, paling tidak gw pernah gagal, jadi sekarang gw ga akan pernah seperti dulu lage, males2an..dst....

Crzns....(2 B CONTINUE).

Is something, I could feel myself like now....
People out thr saying I am stupid....
I love a girl, that I would try everything I could to help her...
And didn't even care, what her feeling would be toward me....

People out thr say I am Crz....
Maybe I'm....
But I just believed...I must do this...
I must keep be by her side, without needed her to love me back....

I'll just stay here...for eternity...