Lost in Confusion...

I'm losing inspiration right now,
don't have the right one who could makes me
struggle more,
can't find it, can't consentrate, can't try harder,
coz I'll fall everytimes,

feeling so numb,
feeling so crazy,
feeling so lonely,
and even a million friends doesn't cure my
loneliness,

I'm ill, so sicks, can't find the point of returning,
can't find my next destination, stuck in the middle,
no where I can go, just like moving in the dark,

need you, don't need you,
need you, don't need you,
want you, don't want you,
want you, don't want you,
love you, don't love you,
love you, don't love you,

this thinking consuming me slowly,
confusing, controlling, I can't seems...
2 find myself again, my wall is closing in,
I find myself before, so insecure......

Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
can't move, can't move, can't move, can't move
i'll breakkkkk.......I'll breakkkkk....................

I'll break down all of this numbness, craze,
loneliness,
I'll crawl, I'll struggle, I'll fight...for a better 2morrow,
but still, this wound they wouldn't heal...
fear is how I fall, confusing what is
reallllllllllllll.............

Consuming.....confusingggg what is
realllllllllll...............

Inspired by crawling - LP

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